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Thursday, 5 March 2015

4/3/15 (late)
Channeling Adam
Rainbow Collective

Any guidance on the energies at present? Im feeling them strongly. 
Is it due to the retreat? Or are there more energy changes at present? I feel achy, and , blahh

Adam
An Interesting use of vocabulary dear heart. ( smile )

You know what it means?

Adam
We have reached the conclusion dear heart. We have acess to all use of your choice of wording.

Then why do you speak the way you do?

Adam
It is our preferred way of expression. Just as yours is, your way. It expresses who you are does it not? 

I guess it does 

Adam
Dear heart we have been waiting to express to you this day. You have been laxing in your endeavours of communication 

Time got away from me

Adam
So it seems. There is no time in our realm and so we may converse at any time. A suggestion?

Ahh ok

Adam
Smile. Do not feel so anxious when we say this to you. 

I don't know. Lately when you advise it gets me into situations that arn't fun.

Adam
They are bringing you to new heights of understanding are they not? Share the one you listened to today. Many will benefit from this ones words.

Adyashanti?

Adam
Affirmative. We have brought this one to you on many occasion. We are pleased you have taken heed. The words will begin to permeate your knowing in time. They are true. Know this

Ohhhh ... Ok. 
It took months for me to really watch it

Adam
We are aware. You ask regarding the flow at present. It is ever expanding , bringing expansion to many. There are to be some name changes, you are aware of which we speak 

My name ?

Adam
Affirmative. That which you call this forum and others. 

Why?
I can see , I know you mean "sapphire" ? 

Adam
It is our wish if you are willing to bring the name with alignment to which we bring. The name is not in resignation with the message. It misleads. Many nay not find our words under such. 

Ohhh 

Adam
You are displeased. It is but a symbol that has no real attachment to your heart. 

I guess not. What do I change it to?

Adam
One that resonates with the message

Huh.. I don't believe what I'm hearing .. No.. Really ?? I'm not sure

Adam
Share what you hear dear heart. 

It's clear as a bell but I'm not sure I want to write it, because then it will stick 

Adam
Dear heart you were asking which to call the forum , and we have sent you a name. It will not change. As always it is your will

Hmmm I've heard that before . I don't mean to be disrespectful but I'm learning how you operate

Adam
Have we ever not operated in love dear heart? 

Always 
Hmm all I hear is the name

Adam
When you share what we being we will continue

Source speaks .... Really ? 

Adam
We are in agreement with this name

Is there room for discussion on this? 

Adam
Nay.  However you have free will always 

What about Adam? Or rainbow collective 

Adam
These may stay , however 

I don't understand 

Adam
We hear you . 
Channeling source may be a compromise. It is what we  are after is it not? 

I'm confused . The name will seem pompous. 

Adam
Who are we? 

The rainbow collective

Adam
Dear heart you jest . You understand what we are. The name is in resonance

This is doing my head in and NOT what I expected of the conversation tonight 

Adam
You found what we wished you to find. Interesting is it not?

Hmmm is that you?

Adam
Affirmative. We come through many. This one has not taken the reigns. It matters not. We are individualised in ever human that brings our message to the fore

I need to think

Adam
As was assumed. Slumber dear heart. Have no worry of the energies. They are ever changing. 
Be at peace 
That is all



5/3/15
Channeling Adam
Rainbow Collective
Late nite conversation 


Adam any advice? It's late so will have to be short...

Adam
Dear heart, we wish to bring to the fore that you are dearly loved. Do not berate yourself for being discrimatory regarding the naming of the forums. It will come to pass. A merging of what we are, and what you are becoming, remembering. There is time. You are In anxiety &  worrying that there is not enough time, we tell you this, time is a construct of the mind. There is plenty of time. Time abounds  so do not feel restricted by this said boundary. 
There is much to say, however you will be served better by resting this night. You feel the energetics shifting. It is on time. Do not doubt this dear heart. Know your path will open up, doors will arrive, seemingly by magic. There is much goings on , over yonder, and all is in alignment for the good of all concerned. It is perfection in the making. Release the need to have a set path. By doing so you close the doors to one of which is so much better, than mind can imagine, conjure. Allow. Be free like a child awaiting a gift of great magnitude. Know that it is in the process and being orchastrated as we speak. Trust. It is a whirlpool of energetics at present. They will clear all that stands in the  way of becoming who you are, if you allow it, listen , be observant. You are beginning to hear us more clearly. Have you noticed? You will begin to hear us like no time in the past. You will know and understand what you hear. They are whispers in the mind. So clear they will be that you will turn you head in search of whence it came. Do not be afraid child. Listen, you will discern that what we are. Listen in the silence for in that it will become clear. Know the energies are continually shifting for all. These bring  much change in being. Many will begin to rub their eyes and begin to search what they experience, and we will be here to guide, to bring rememberance and comfort. This is why we are here. Your journey is their journey, your struggles their struggles , your doubt , their doubt , your triumphs their triumphs . They look for reality, truth and knowledge. You are our scribe, but you do not see that you are so much more. We understand you are not wishing to continue here. You feel ill at ease with the truth we speak.  You are living the human experience. We bring through the alternate reality , the one that you may not see, the all. You do not seek accolade and that is ok dear heart. Your words of experience will seek to awaken into those who read the  atributes they possess. You will see dear heart. Your eyes, your mind, your heart will be of great use in those that seek. Honesty is always applauded. No wool will be screening those that search. They have their discernment to know what is true and what is not. The message for today is complete . Rest dear child. All is well. 

Saturday, 28 February 2015

12/11/14   ( last year )
Channeling Adam
Auto writing

Currently at retreat, learning to trust myself , attempting to let go of fear. 
This is a start. Posting a channel that I had no intention of sharing ....

Adam I know we just spoke but WHY am I hearing about all these terrible tragedys to do with children.  I don't want to see or hear, it just shocks my mind. How can anyone possibly do this to innocents. I hate the cruelty in these souls. It makes my stomach churn. 

Adam
It fuels your desire for change does it not? It propels your desire to make a difference. If you do not see you do not know. The idea is to feel compassion, love for the soul that endured so, not to fuel the hate for the souls that were the ones that inflicted as they too are on this jouney. Remember you are all one, even with those that you do not understand. Compasion for all, not just the ones you choose to. You are all souls made of the same creator all experiencing the duality. To experience one there must be the other. It is the way of it. Someone in duality must be what you call the bad guy. Eventual you will transcend duality. 

Ohhh I cannot post this! Not all will agree with you. I'm finding it difficult. I understand it but it's difficult to not feel anger at the ones that did the harm.

Adam
You do not have to agree with the actions or condone them or even understand them. It is but to send them compassion and love for you do not know their lessons, jouney or experience.  You do not know the bigger picture. It is easy to place judgement, easier than really understanding the bigger picture. 

It's difficult 

Adam
If you understand, from source point of view it would not be so difficult. To love all regardless of their doing, that is to know god, to know and understand, to be a master. 

Hmmm

Adam
Do you think source, god, turns away a soul when they return home? 

Well religion would say so

Adam 
What do you think? 

Well from what I've learnt no. 

Adam
Correct. There is a process however no soul is turned away. Source loves all, no matter their doing their experience. 

I can't post this.

Adam
Your will be done child. It may help to enlighten others. 

Maybe though I know it will also anger.



Monday, 23 February 2015

23/2/15 part 2
Channeling Adam
Rainbow Collective 
In trance state

We wish to end this doubt of yours dear heart. It is bothersome. Clear , clear and trust what comes to the fore. This day is a day for reckoning. We are not happy with the way things are eventuating. We are aiming to rectify the situation. There is much anxiety much stress much worry and we need to organise this so that the message can be spread far and wide, and it may not be spread far and wide if one is constantly doubting the information. We are from the light. We are all that is. We are source. We are here to help the many. We are here to bring through all that we may. We understand this one is doubting much and we wish to eliminate that doubt so that we may get on with it so to speak. 
You are not liking our words and it is so that you may not like our words but it is time that we pushed a little bit so that we may begin. You are not happy with what you hear, but we speak truth. We are what you say blunt, but we are truth we are speaking truth. Truth is God truth is knowledge truth is all there is. we speak the way of the universal mind. We are of love and light dear heart. We are what you imagine us to be. We would not say otherwise. Yes we are of the light. Yes we are of love. Yes we are here to bring peace to all of humanity through you. You chose us dear heart. When you were not of your realm you chose us then. We have been waiting. Who do you feel brought you to the channeling process? You think that you called on us in your realm? We reminded you . We put the idea into you,  to learn to channel.  You had much fear , until you had not so much fear. You may do this or you may not. We may come through in another way just as others come through in other ways. But we are here to work with you at this present time. We love you dearly dear heart. Do not doubt that we do not. We are simply stressing the importance of our work and that you are wholeheartedly with us. You may choose not to and that is okay. We do not force you to do anything. Dear heart we have spoken what we have wanted to speak. Know we have much work to do together. This  will go viral, be aware of this, we are here to affect change , we are here to affect peace, and we are here to affect that through you. If you are  not on board that is okay but we know, we KNOW, that you are. It will become easier dear  heart, Know this. The more alignments, the more energetic upgrades the more frequency shifts, this will become easier and easier for you. Do not be afraid. 
You will be much like other channels. You will begin gradually, hmm,  and then, and then, boom, it takes hold, and your life will change. You're living will change overnight as if by magic. We are refining at present dear heart. We are refining, we are learning to work with each other, we are training, but this will not be for a long time. We have new information to bring. You will need to trust what comes. It will test you. But you will have perfected the process by then there will be no doubt by then. This weekend where you see the channeller, will give you much confidence. This weekend will be life changing for you. In the meantime dear heart rest, and practice our connection. Run through the rest of these exercises. You saw correctly dear heart. We are sending you an image, of someone smiling. You think we look like someone, yes. 

Note* I saw what looked like a smiling Nicholas cage

We have projected an image to you,  and you say your third eye is not operating? how would you but see our image if not that your third eye is operating? Think about this dear heart.
Hmmm dear heart as we end this today we declare to you we  mean you no harm. We mean humanity no harm. We are here to help with the shift , with the changes of frequencies, with the changes that are occurring on this planet at this time. We are of the light. We are of source. We are everywhere. We come because humanity has requested it so. Many are struggling for answers. Many are wanting peace. Your heart dear heart yearned for us to come. Little did you understand there was no question of this in you. We understood that your power would not allow the earth to be distructed. We understood the power of humanity to rebirth itself. We knew as you would say, we were backing a winner, and now the story has begun, and a new chapter begins. And this is where it becomes exciting. Be at peace dear ones be patient. A new day is dawning. Smile, and enjoy this experience of life. 
And so it is
23/2/15 part 1
Channelling Adam
Rainbow collective
In trance 


Adam
You are enjoying the feeling of us around you today. You have not experienced quite like this the energies. It is so there has been a shift of frequencies these past days. Many have felt changes within their body systems. You have felt changes. Some that have not been so pleasant. It is the way of it, that when the physical body is calibrating with the changing frequencies,  that they may experience unpleasantness. We tell you there is some ways around this, though it is not always appropriate or successful. 
The best way to acclimatise to the changes, is to slumber. When you slumber you leave the body for a short space of time, in essence, and so the upgrade can be successfully implanted without restriction. There is also more energy given to the implantation and less to your physical daily living. It is a more smoother process if you may rest your body vehicle. We understand however that this is not always possible in your life stream and so we say to you rest when you may or alternate you're living with your resting. This one wishes to understand the mechanics of the pineal and the third eye. She is asking them to be opened to be activated. What she does not realise is that they are already activated. Dear heart how do you see our energies do you imagine? How do you see the pictures that we send you?
There is a lull for we are giving you the opportunity to perhaps think on this. Your third eye is already activated. It has never been unactivated. It has been opened since birth dear heart. You have simply been afraid to open the curtains that is in front of it. We cannot open the curtains for you. Only you can do this. It is so that you may peek out of these curtains at times when you are in alignment with us. 
What we were meaning to say before the disruption is that you peak through with curtains when you may wish to see,  however you also close the curtains tightly when you do not wish to see. When you lay awake at night you hide from your visions , you are aware that if you look ,you may see but you are afraid. When you are laying in your stillness you may hear with your physical hearing , voices and noises. Again ,your fear , closes them off. It is not for us to open the centres dear heart for they are opened already.  It is you to be in allowance of them, in all they have to show you. You wish to see only the beauty and the positivity through the eye. Dear heart in your daily living with your physical eyes do you close your eyes when you see visions that you do not like? Do you then open your eyes when there are visions that you do like? Do you open and close and open and close your eyesight? Your physical eyesight, during the day, during your living? You do not . Once the sight is there you see it all. All the different shades,  all the different colours. The light and the dark. And so it is with the third eye that when you open it fully you see the all of it, all the shades , the dark and the light. it is not to fear the dark it is but a vision dear heart. The dark may not harm you when you are the light , when you are  at a high vibration. But it is so, to open your vision is to see the all of it. At present you are only allowing a small opening. You are peeking through the curtain when you wish to , and then close it off. Your pineal dear heart is open. Do you not see that? How  do you think we are transmitting our thoughts to you, ahhh you think you are doing it yourself , still. Overtime you will come to trust our words. it is good that you are using this discernment. It is good practice. We applaud this, that you question our judgement, that you question our integrity. You do not trust lightly, and in a way this is good, however it can hold you back so much dear heart. You have opened your trust to us  now, and over time this will increase,  and you will see what we bring does no harm and is in love and alignment to what you are wanting to bring to others. 
Do you see the method of sway has been minimised? We have refined this day. Stop for a moment dear heart and feel who we are. For this you cannot deny. You cannot deny who we are when you feel us. We are sending you an image your minds eye . Look and feel now. 

Note* ( while transcribing audio , in this lull while waiting, for the words to come again to type , I distinctly heard physically heard my name called... HELEN.. A male gentle , but firm voice )
The question is , is it in the recording or in my mind now..... More questions for Adam 

Dear heart to go further than this would be to channel us unconsciously. Do you really wish this?  Think carefully. 
It may frighten and then you may not wish to channel us anymore. 
We are as much as we can be with you, without completely using your faculties. You do not have to be unconscious to receive our words. We understand that doubt what we say to you. Know you have done very well so far and being conscious would not change the words so very much. All that it would change is your belief in them. You understand. It is better this way. It is the new energy. But if you wish for us to do so we may. 

( my dog yelps in his sleep in audio here ) 

Know we are as  close to you as we may be. You feel us do you not? There can be no doubt with the way you feel us. Over time you will trust our words, for we mean no harm to anyone. We are love and we are Light. You feel the truth of that this day. You cannot deny the way you feel. You feel the love. You feel the peace. 
We are like a drug to you at present, are we not? 
Today's exercise has gone well. We are pleased. We are very pleased. 
Patience dear one, patience. 
A page message would be appropriate at this time.
You may stop this transcript and begin another one. 



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Wednesday, 18 February 2015

17/2/15 (am) 
Channeling Adam
Rainbow Collective

In Trance 
This was another trance I did via video.  I did afew that day😊
I'm still struggling to share that part of myself " online ", me in trance channeling state.  I need to process and get used to the idea, first, like I did before sharing the audio channelings. 
I can share the transcription to it though below ..

Adam
Dear heart,
You do not need to wait and wait.  You felt us from the beginning.
Why do you doubt what you feel?. You are always in line. You simply must come to the realisation that you are.
We are pleased that you are attempting to mirror yourself in this way. We wish this to become viral.
We understand you do not. 
We understand you fear judgement from others. What you do you not understand is that most of all you feel judgement for yourself. You do not unleash the powerfull being that you are. You seek to keep it tied up in chains in a cage in the prison made up of its own walls. You fear retaliation you fear being cut down as you have been before. But we tell you, you need not fear any more. You need not fear who you are. Unleash your soul. Unleash your light. Let it go. Let it shine. Let it help those that may do so.
We understand it is a process. We understand it is simply the beginning. You may not like what you hear, however your desire for change is stronger than your fear. It is stronger than  judgement of others. It will overpass the fear dear heart. We tell you, this is truth. You may not like what we say. You may decide to choose another path because you do not like what you hear, but we tell you this is why you are here, this what you are doing. Know it is a process of sorts that will begin to take hold over time. You belittle yourself you belittle what you do you belittle your attempts. We are in aww of what you do. We are amazed at what you do. The way you move from here to there, the way you combine all your aspects, strength of your desire has not been muffled by the human experience. The desire is still burning brightly even without the remembrance of whence you came, even without the remembrance of the contract. Even with immense home sickness that you feel on the daily basis. Ahh you don't like that we speak of these truths in full view of others. Dear heart what you feel others feel also. What you experience is the human experience and others feel this the same as what you do and so by you sharing what you feel then others have the realisation that they are not alone in this, for as you are aware it can be a lonely experience, this remembering process it can take you from the mire where you feel you cannot climb out of, to the heights of the heavens, to the immense feelings of love. It is an up and down experience. It is a journey, it is living, and so we tell you this is the beginning. This is all the pieces of the jigsaw taking shape and creating the bigger picture. This is what is occurring in many households. Many are putting the pieces of the jigsaw together. Sometimes it is difficult to find where all the pieces my go and so there is a lull, there is a putting away of the jigsaw so to speak, till one discovers where the peace fits and then you become immersed in the jigsaw again. You are building a masterpiece. 
You do not have the awareness of such that you are creating. And this is for good reason and also because if you knew,  if you could put all the pieces of the jigsaw together very quickly, what would be the experience? What would be the reason for doing so in the first place? Every attempt at finding where that missing piece fits in the jigsaw of life, of your journey, is the experience, each piece holds, a purpose that you cannot see, for every piece that gets put on the picture affects all the other jigsaws, for you see, even this one at this present moment,  is viewing the jigsaw as her own separate jigsaw from another. What she does not realise again, and perhaps you are not seeing is that you are also a piece of the bigger jigsaw and so it is a jigsaw within a jigsaw, your journey is a journey within a journey, of the greater whole. You are completing what you are looking at to be, your jigsaw, your pieces and each experience , each step along your journey, you are placing your piece upon your jigsaw,  however, you are a piece of the greater jigsaw. You understand? 
It is a little overwhelming to comprehend. You are all one. You are all source, experiencing it self on this earth plane. You are creating your masterpiece, within the bigger masterpiece, the bigger masterpiece being, not just your human experience but the universal experience,  for then this bigger masterpiece goes on to be another piece of a bigger jigsaw again, you see.  
There is the universal one. What you do here affects your jigsaw, your journey,  but what you do also affects the bigger jigsaw, that is the others that they are experiencing the journey with you, and what you do all together affects the universal jigsaw. You are all pieces upon pieces upon pieces. It is  never ending. Your mind cannot comprehend the enormity,  it cannot comprehend what it does not know. Know what you do is honoured beyond measure. Every single piece is valued is important. Imagine,  if you will, if you could see the bigger jigsaw with one piece missing. It would not be complete. Would it not? Imagine if you will,  on the wall, the masterpiece, the jigsaw, the universal jigsaw the whole, with a little piece missing,  your piece, it would not be there, there would be a gap, a piece missing, you see. You are important. You are part of the whole. Know this truth. Feel it within your being. It is so that when you are immeshed in this human experience and you have a bad day you feel alone you feel disconnected you feel unworthy you feel you are not good enough. But you are. This one is constantly feeling unworthiness, feeling why is she doing this. You may feel at times that you are unworthy, why are you here? You are here because you are that missing piece. You are here to help create a masterpiece. Know that the jigsaw is simply a metaphor. We do not literally mean that the universe is a jigsaw. It is much more than that. So much more. 
Hmm this one is feeling a fractal of that, " so much more ".

You cannot comprehend the enormity and so we tell you that your journey, your piece of God, your piece of source, your piece of love, is valued beyond measure. You are all important. You are all worthwhile. Every single one of you. It matters not whether you are a light worker whether you are a thief whether you are a do-gooder whether you do not. Every single piece is valued. You may think why would these be valued as much as the light worker. Think you may experience light if there was no darkness? Think you may experience abundance if there was no lack?  You may not know one without the other, in this realm of experience. You need an opposite to understand the other. Someone has to play the bad guy so to speak,  so that a good guy may know what it does not want. When you leave this place not one that has played the part of the Negative duality, is not welcomed in love. If anything they have experienced the more difficult side of the duality coin, For they have come here to sacrifice their light so that another may discover their light you see,  and with every negative experience born, comes an accumulation of the opposite. It is but difficult to get your mind around this for your mind can only understand what it knows from this plane of existence. Know each piece is needed to create the masterpiece. All of you are valued. That is not to say that it does not matter if you do wrong. Some may say what would be the point of being a light worker?What would be the point of the experience? We may as well not care, some might say, but is this not so. 
For not one being, would  wish to experience the dark side, lifetime after lifetime,  existence after existence, "not a one". 
Each soul becomes incarnated to bring an experience to the whole, to themselves,  and to the whole. Each one chooses what they wish to bring. They come in knowing this, although they forget once they have entered and woken on this plane, and this is all for good reason. It is the way it is because it has to be this way to become more than what you are. 
This one is going to experiment, she is experiencing discomfort we wish to change the way the energy is circulating. 

Note
( here my back was aching from the swaying, so I sat back instead of sitting up, and they changed the direction of sway from front to back to left to right ) 

This is better is it not dear  heart?
It is simply a construct of the mind how you feel that you cannot bring us through in any manner of form. They're always needs to be energy flow. You cannot otherwise bring through information. If one may not flow in one way it must flow in another form, from whence we came,  needs energy circulation. 

We are pleased that this has begun. We tell you there will be more of this to come. This one will come round to the idea as always. She will come to understand that the messages are of more import then the visual aspect of her physical self. She at times experiences much lack of self. In time we wish to show her that there is no truth to this belief. There is much processing being done at present. Much alignments with energy constructs, for this one, and for others. Many will find they are more able to connect to their own higher selves, their intuition will become more clear. Their life will change course.

There will be challenges within the societal structure also. There may be lack of funds for some,  and more so for others. Know that when one sees breakdown of society in a way that may cause you to fear,  do not. There is no place for fear in this, for it is simply the recalibration of the way your societies are being orchestrated. They are ready for change. For when there is change there may be some discomfort however it is you who decides whether the discomfort is large or non-existent. Preparation, awareness is always the key. Be prepared for disruption to some services. If you are prepared then you will be less taken by surprise. We do not say this to frighten dear ones. We are not here to cause such. What we say is when there is change there is disruption. When you experience a change in your living , in your health ,  in your career is there not a period of unsettlement for some? It feels different. It may be that some things change and when there is change there is a feeling of discomfort at times because there is not the sameness,  there is not the familiararity and so we say to you, as your society begins to change your governments your health care systems you're learning facilities your hospitals , all will begin to restructure its self in a new way and when there is restructuring there are changes. Changes are simply that changes. However not all experience change in a positive frame of mind. So we tell you be prepared. This one is asking what we mean by being prepared. We are asking her to be clear. What we mean to say is by being prepared one is being observant. When  one is observant one can see what is to occur down the road.

( this is where my recorder / video cut out :( ...... If I could remember the rest I would attach it... Sorry everyone  ) 
( i did auto write a conclussion , below ) 



Auto writing ( next day )

Adam do you care to expand  on the changes?

Adam
The disruption to the recorded message was appropriate. Know there is no accident in this. We have brought through what we wished to bring to the table. You are aware there are changes being made in infrastructure. We say to you be observant, however, do not put your energy into the goings on. Instead concentrate on manifesting the future you desire. This creates an easier transition.  Do not become bogged down in the intracasies that do not bring you peace. Instead manifest peace in your life and the rest will take care of itself, for when many manifest a peaceful transition then this is what will occur not only for your benefit, but for that of others also. 

Prepare how?

Adam
Be guided to what comes to the fore. You will feel what is appropriate for you and what is not. 

That's it?

Adam 
All that has been said for this day has been brought forth. 

Umm ok Thankyou . I hope we get to expand on this.

Adam
If it is appropriate to do so, it will be done dear heart. 

Tuesday, 17 February 2015

17/2/15 Tuesday
Channeling Adam
Rainbow Collective
In Trance state 

I video recorded this trance channeling today 
Yikes! ... 😱
I need to process, before I share video, if at all.  It took ME by suprise!
I do look different! 😭
I need more time
Heres the transcription ...


Adam
Dear heart you are still not comprehending that we are there. You are waiting our  arrival, but  it is you that has not arrived. It will become a much faster process when you understand that it is simply your state that we are waiting for, for we are around you, we can not be, not around you,  for we are you and you us. In fact we are everywhere and so those that are listening need to understand that we are with you also. You are what we are and we are what you are.
We are pleased that this has been rectified and become in agreement as this is the next step in her journey. She needs to become less anxious about what she may look like to others or what others may think of what she looks like. This will become a common occurance. 
She has not been happy with our words today but she is beginning to understand that for our work to unfold that they are processes that must become known, that must become developed. She understands now that this is simply another stepping stone, a hurdle she has to cross in her own mind. For it is in the mind that one contains their beliefs, their constructs, their conditioning. When One leaves this place one brings with them the experience, and the love that they have come to know, they do not bring what others may have thought, they bring with them the love, the changes that were made. Clear dear heart , you are stumbling over our thoughts. What we were endeavouring to say, is that when you leave this place, it is the experiences, the changes that you made,  the love that you endevoured to create in others, that you carry with you, the judgements fall away, for there is no judgement where we are, there is only Love, and so what you do here is what you carry with you onward. We have conversed much this day and there is much that needs to be brought to the table, that we wish to say to you now. 
What you can take mostly from today, is that you are worthwhile, you are meant to be here at this time. That you chose to be here, for the dawning, for the beginning of this new earth, this new age, this shift, this lifting of consciousness. There are many names for this, however it is really are remembering of who you really are, and what you can achieve. What you are in the process of achieving has never been achieved before in this specific way. Ohh yes, there has been transformation in other realms, there has been shifts many a time before. It is the way the universe keeps expanding, however it has never been done exactly in this way, at this time. This is new water, this is new territory that you are travelling and so there is not the manuscript that can show you the way.  Energy and constructs are being created constantly, and so information cannot be brought to the table until that information is created, so to speak. There are lots of different ways that others have  lifted their consciousness before, but this is new, and so although we may get asked to guide you in the way it has been done before, there is a new information constantly becoming known, as these probabilities progress.
If you are aware of time, you are aware that it is a construct of the human reality. Time does not exist as you know it. There is no past and there is no present and there is no future. There  is only the now, so to speak. There is only what is occurring at this very moment in time,  and so if you understand this concept, you understand that all is occurring, all is expanding, all is experiencing, now. Once  you understand that, then you will understand that this raising of consciousness this new earth,  has already occurred, and is occurring, now, and so you cannot know the experience as it is occurring in the now, and so information is constantly becoming created in the now. It is a lot for your human mind to wrap itself around this concept we have just described, and this one is feeling very uncomfortable at what we are bringing through at this time. She is debating whether it is true, whether it is not, and it is why we have brought this through in this trance state, because this is the closest to no mind that she can be. She would not have volunteered this sort of information,  and so it is more likely that she believes what is being brought to the table. Understand all is expanding and unfolding in the now, this moment in time, and when you get to your next moment, it is still expanding at that moment, there is no past, there is no future,  there is only now , and so what you are creating you're creating now. It is a wondrous universe. It is so extensive that you know not what we speak of. 
There is difficulty explaining to you the workings of the universe. Itbis much like telling a blind man that has been with no sight since birth. Explaining to this man what the colour red looks like, there are no words that can describe the colour. You may describe the feeling, that it is a hot colour, but you will never describe the all of it or the intensity of it, and so when we bring through information, we may do so to the best understanding of your knowledge, but again you cannot know what you do not know, and so there is difficulty. However  we do what we can to help you and guide you to your own remembrance. For that is what this is. You are on this earth to re-remember who you are. It is experiencing the journey of the remembering. It is having the forgetfulness and remembering that is the experience that you are here for. You are also here, because you wouldn't miss not being here, you want to be here when these changes occur and are occurring. This  is why you are here. You wouldn't not be here. We the collective that you call Adam, we are here to help guide you when you falter, we are here to inspire, we are here to help you find your own answers. We are here to help you remember. We are not here to give you the answers. We would be in breach of universal code to do so. However we can do what we may in service to you, who asked us to be here at this time. We endeavour to help you find your remembering, find  that space within, so that  you may find your own guidance and your own answers. This one has told us that we can be blunt. We do not agree to the terminology. We would say that we speak truth, we will always speak truth , that is in love, is not the other, we believe truth is of most import. Truth is love experienced. We endeavour to bring you to your own knowing. We are not to be followed as a religion is to be followed. We are not a god, that is to say we are not an icon. We are source as you are source , that we are not a singular source that is to be followed as a Guru, as you would call. We are light. Light is information, light  is knowledge, light is love. We are you on the other side of the Veil. 
We are here to help you at this time to find your peace and your remembrance. We are not one, we are many. We are everywhere that you may look, for we are a spark of the source.
We leave you now for this one, after numerous attempts is starting to tire and we do not wish her to overextend her energy quota for the day. We say to you, your answers are within you. Be still. Be silent. For in the silence is your inspiration, your intuitive self comes forth. This is your truth. Be guided by what you feel inside rather than what you see and hear on the outside. With love in our hearts for you, for travelling this journey. 
We give you our love.
That is all