29/1/15

Channeling Adam

Rainbow Collective

Adam where is all this leading? Where am I going ? What will I be doing? Where am I going with all this?

Adam

You are doubting your ability to manifest are you not? You are doubting your worthability? You doubt what we do? We are aware of your doubts. You are wondering what others see, what others experience of you. It is normal when one is still developing their skills to feel this way.

I just wish, I don't know... I wish you came through In a way that there was no doubting you. Like I've been watching "out on a limb" and the trance channel that she saw ( Shirley ) was so very clear. He brought stuff through she couldn't deny ....

Adam

This is the old energy. You are the new. There is no benefit in the old whereby one was taken, overcome. The one taken over does not recall. What benefit is there to you dear child when you do not recall at all . 

But I don't recall much , now. 

Adam

You recall the feeling, you recall enough to have some rememberance even though it is dreamlike. You are borderline dear heart. The new energies support conscious conversation. Dear heart you help many. Do not doubt. There is much adjustments at present. You are as you say " running on empty " and so one feels much unsettled. 

Know when you spend energy you require a period of rest and rejuvenation.

Yeah I am wiped out after the readings. Why do I have to do it in that way? Using so much swaying, looking weird.  If I didn't sway surely id use less energy?it would be easier? I mean others do it without the swaying ... 

Adam

It is the way of it for you. There is much energy flow. The energy generates information. Information is carried in this way via a network of paths. It is carried forth through an energetic flow, a funnel. Know that this is the way for you. It will become easier, more fluid. You requested more flow did you not?

Well yes, well I simply wanted to be able to feel you were there , to be sure...

Adam 

This requires more flow. It is simply how we the collective entertwine

with your energetics. This is the way of it. Be at peace with this dear heart

Will I ever channel live, ( readings ) without the moving, swaying ?

Adam

You may do so when all is refined , however it will not occur for a while yet. There will always be some variation to this. 

I'd like to be more sure with what I receive . Feel it more as in "know" what I say is true, the interpretation 

Adam

Did you not have validation? Did they not point out to you very clearly, what was brought through and the correctness of the information? Dear child what more clarification are you needing? The more you read, the more you give yourself in this way, the more it will become clear. Be at peace with this. Be at peace. 

Sighhh  it's easy for you 

Adam

You are allowing your doubts to reign true. Instead allow the information to speak for itself. This is true. Your doubts are a manifestation of the mind. 

An advisement. See to what is true. Understand, listen, to others  feedback. They do not lie. They speak to you their truth. 

Remember many are quick to judge when something does not feel true. Have you had many that have stated thus to you? 

Well no, well not openly anyway. 

Adam

Dear heart you are in training. Understand there may be times when the interpretation may not be quite there. It is plausible is it not, when one sits an exam that there may be a percentile, an average, that do not get it "all" right. You are not infallible. Be at peace with this, when the intent is "in love" 

Dear heart be in stillness, if you will. Energetic rebalances are due. You will gain much by simply "being". 

Later.....

I fell asleep in my stillness, 

I dreamt of a place. I told " someone" in my dream I has been there before.. It was familiar. Someone behind me, but I couldn't see it who. I was observing. .  . I was dressed in a long dress. It was a village , it was peaceful. There were children playing in the fields. They were told it was dinner time, they all ran inside. 

There was a guide/guru I kept asking questions of, but I only just vaguely recall him now. A vague image of a jeanie type person  sitting cross legged in meditative pose hovering in the background.

At the end of dream I was saying goodbye to  them all as I had to go back, to the future. I don't know how I knew this in the dream. I was sad to leave.  The village was safe, in the middle of nowhere, mountains as a back drop, a lane of grass between some houses where all the children played. Lots of children's voices laughing. There was nothing to worry about. A simple life. It was peaceful. I miss it already, And then I woke up.

What did it mean Adam? Can you tell me? 

And why does my body twitch/jerk lately just before I auto write?

Adam

You understand you have written before like this? You were a writer, of fairytales. 

Really? 

Adam

Affirmative. It is true. You loved them so as a child did you not?

Don't all kids

Adam 

Most , though there is the few that are beyond them

Really? I don't know of any 

Adam

You can not know what you do not know dear heart.

The dream?

Adam

How did you feel?

Nostalgic. Peaceful. Longing. Home

Adam

You needed to feel this way, and so you went back in time to a place where you once felt this. 

Ohh really? 

Adam 

It was but a reprieve. How do you feel now?

Tired but energied. Peaceful .. The jeanie?

Adam

A guide. Watching over you

What were we talking about?

Adam

The lesson of the time. Showing you you have this peace within you. It was, and is always within you. You have lived such a time. You know it. You simply have to be it, within, in the now. Live the simplicity in your life, be it, and it will be yours again. 

You make it seem so simple

Adam

We were showing you that it is. You wished to feel it and so you traveled back, though there is no "back" it is yours now, as there is no then or back or past it is all "now". How could you travel back if it was gone? 

In my mind

Adam

Where is your mind

Within?

Adam

(Smile) going within takes you anywhere you wish to go dear heart. It takes you anywhere you wish to be. It takes you to any experience you wish to have. Going within is the key that unlocks all the doors, to the "now". There is no past or future, there is only the now. In the now, By going within you can experience all that ever was and all that ever will be, simultaneously. 

Ohh I'm too tired to take this in!

Adam

Slumber dear heart. We have all the time in the world ( smile ) 

We will delve in this further when you are more energised. Be at peace dear heart. All is well and " on time " 

The twitch ?

Adam

Simply our energetics melding with yours. Rest is advised