6/2/16 Abacus At Retreat

6/2/16

Abacus/guides

Some written channeling at retreat 

Trust. One word. A powerful word. It's connotations are endless. It's awareness is a living energy. Breathe the energy of trust. Wrap yourself in a cloak of trust. Wrap it around you. Allow it to enter your being. Your issues lay in not trusting the process that is life, that is spirit guided & orientated. You can be big, or you can be small. Which do you choose? 

Allow us to expand. When you go on a journey on what you call a holiday. When you set off on your great adventure do you set off to have a small journey and to stay in the one place not truly giving yourself over to the joy or the experience? Or, do you set off in excitement to discover and experience the many sights? To experience joy and laughter? We say to your your life journey may be your greatest holiday as a spirit incarnate. Be it what you may. However do you imagine you set off in your journey, destination earth, to experience exciting new adventures and to experience that that fills you up and grows you at a soul level? You have a sense of why you came to this place you call earth. Your gps, the one of your soul sings this in your heart. Trust your hearts desires. These are your truth your holiday map, your travel brochure. You may throw out your itinerary brochure and enjoy your holiday in any you wish or you may follow the itinerary. Remember your itinerary was planned before you came at a higher level. You have your guidelines. This is what you feel. You have free will to choose to change it up if you wish just as your earth holidays. It matters not. It is your experience while you are Incarnate. Eventually you will finish your earth holiday and head home ward. Your adventure is one of many. You dear heart wish to follow the itinerary yes? Your soul path, or divine will. Trust the itinerary. Trust that your travel "guides" know the paths chosen well. Allow the flow to carry you on the journey. Be not in fear or doubt. You can not be "not good enough" for how can you not be not good enough at being your "self". No one, no "one" can do it better than you. No one can be "you" better than you can be you. There is no wrong or right. It just is. You are. You ARE. There is no wrong way to be you. It is simply your way. You may not be good at being another, but you cannot be not good at being you. When you try to be another, like another, then there comes the anxiety, for you are not they, you are you. You may not be better than they can be at being their self. Are you understanding? If you try to be as good as another you may fail for only they can be their own self. Yes you are all one however you all have your own attributes that are unique to that soul. No one is the same spark and yet you are all that spark in the greater sense. It is a paradox for in the larger sense for you are all that is. In your spirit Incarnate, you have your unique modalities that are your make up. Think for a moment, there is no spark "no" spark quite, exactly like you. Is this not a cause to celebrate? The beauty that is God? You are all his one God and yet God chooses to experience itself anew in every moments. You are a moment of God. A movement of God. Dance your dance. Unique and beautiful and yet all dancing the one dance. All one yet the many feet that make up the dance that is God. 

7/2/16

Abacus what do I need to work on today in the processes. I'm not sure. I can't seem to grasp anything...

Abacus

Dear heart is this not good news? That you may not consciously find that that you need to cleanse? Dear heart you are born pure for you are God Incarnate. It is the beliefs taken on from that that surrounds you that lays your cross to bear. Decide declare this day that you are unstoppable in your goals in your endeavours. That you trust divine guidance along with your will, to drive you forward. We understand you, know you. Be at peace with who you are in its totality. Embody your "self". All is well.